Friday, 1 January 2016

The Leash

After the birthing of bombs of forks and fear,
the frantic automatic weapons unleashed,
the spray of bullets into a crowd holding hands,
that brute sky opening in a slate metal maw
that swallows only the unsayable in each of us, what's
left? Even the hidden nowhere river is poisoned
orange and acidic by a coal mine. How can
you not fear humanity, want to lick the creek
bottom dry to suck the deadly water up into
your own lungs, like venom? Reader, I want to
say, Don't die. Even when silvery fish after fish
comes back belly up, and the country plummets
into a crepitating crater of hatred, isn't there still
something singing? The truth is: I don't know.
But sometimes, I swear I hear it, the wound closing
like a rusted-over garage door, and I can still move
my living limbs into the world without too much
pain, can still marvel at how the dog runs straight
toward the pickup trucks break-necking down
the road, because she thinks she loves them,
because she’s sure, without a doubt, that the loud
roaring things will love her back, her soft small self
alive with desire to share her goddamn enthusiasm,
until I yank the leash back to save her because
I want her to survive forever. Don't die, I say,
and we decide to walk for a bit longer, starlings
high and fevered above us, winter coming to lay
her cold corpse down upon this little plot of earth.
Perhaps, we are always hurtling our body towards
the thing that will obliterate us, begging for love
from the speeding passage of time, and so maybe
like the dog obedient at my heels, we can walk together
peacefully, at least until the next truck comes.


5 comments:

  1. A nice piece of writing. Happy New Year to you and Wanita, Han.

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    1. It's such a disturbing piece of writing, Leigh. Something that lingers on in you mind.

      Han

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  2. Wow, what a strong poem !
    So dark..
    But... I believe in light , Han.
    Born optimist.. maybe..

    Thank you,
    Mona Lisa

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    1. You have to go trough the dark before you can see the light, Mona Lisa.

      A born optimist is a gift in life.

      Han

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  3. Whoa...this piece is unnerving, Han...so much dark. Will probably have to read this a few more times to get the full impact.

    Hugs and blessings...Cat

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