Friday, 2 December 2016


Now this picture got my motor running.It's probably the most sensual picture I have shared and yet did not express any explicit nudity. She is wearing a blindfold, a posture collar and her arms are tied behind her back. She can see nothing, do nothing, and what he does is holding his finger to her lips.


Thursday, 1 December 2016


In my work I see a lot of Latin words where they could use a perfectly good Dutch word for it. There are some Latin expressions however, that survived time better, and have become expressions everybody knows or should know. These are some of them:

Wednesday, 30 November 2016


People like me use the word Very very much. And when I was writing my book on the NaNoWriMo-challenge this Infographic helped me a very much.

Tuesday, 29 November 2016

Giving Tuesday

How to Celebrate Giving Tuesday
There is no shortage of ways in which this can be done. In recent years ideas have included organizing fundraisers, with the intention of giving the proceeds to a charity. As there are many ways to give in order to help others, and many things that can be given besides just money, there have been numerous other schemes. Among these are blood drives to give some assistance to local hospitals, volunteer fairs at which individuals can pledge to give time to community projects, and families giving food from their home to local pantries. The hashtag #GivingTuesday was also created to raise awareness about the needy and encourage people to give to charities. If you like, you can join Giving Tuesday’s team of Social Media Ambassadors, who are dedicated to spreading the word about #GivingTuesday and taking collaborative action to give back. At the end of the day, the truth is that there are thousands of charity organization the world over, many of which are likely located somewhere near you. Every single one of them could use your help, so find a cause that is especially important to you personally, whether it’s fighting a certain type of cancer, helping to buy schoolbooks for children from very poor families, or helping the animals at your local animal shelter, and take action! However you choose to celebrate the day, you can then share your story with Giving Tuesday’s official website to spread the word to the entire world.

On a personal level I will be raising money among colleagues at work (some 600)to donate to the Dutch cancer fund. We got the news a few months ago another of our co-workers is badly ill as a result of lung cancer. I will put a box this week with our entrance so people can put money in it. Another colleague of mine will count the money with me and we will give it to the Dutch cancer fund.

What will you give?

Monday, 28 November 2016


I have had some disturbing weeks. My wife and daughter said to me that I forgot the most simple things for some time now. They noticed things I talked to them about and forgot about later. I noticed myself to forget more and more at work, so I made a lot more notes to do my job well.

I know that everybody is forgetting things as they grow older, or cannot find the word of a street, or a plant or a name of a co-worker. I know. People kept telling me that. But you are getting scared when that happens all the time. Scared to death. So I went to see my general practitioner and explained to her my situation. And told her there was in these months an increase of things I simply forgot. And she thought is was serious enough to send me to a  Geriatrician.

So some three weeks ago I had an appointment in hospital. A day full of neuro-tests, MRI-scan, EEG, interview with neurologists, all scheduled in one day with all planned through the day. My wife had to come as well and fill out forms, and talk to specialists on her own. It was not a pleasant day. It's very disturbing when you find out you cannot remember as much as you want to, or sometimes don't remember anything at all.

Everybody has an "angstgegner", something they fear the most of all. And the opponent I fear the most is loosing my mind in Alzheimer disease. Physical distress is bad enough of course and it's not that I would particularly like that, but Alzheimer is my deepest fear. When I was 15 years old I helped out in a psychiatric ward. I have seen so many people with Alzheimer and later on in life, experienced it from close what's it like not to recognize your own family members.

Last week I got the results. It seems the biggest fear once again is fear itself. I feel silly about it, but I was so relieved to find out they couldn't find any signs of Alzheimer on the scans. It seems I got concentration losses and the things that don't come in, you can't reproduce... It seems it's as simple as that. Anyway, that was such a relief you cannot imagine.

Now I still have things I cannot remember, but I'm not as scared of them as I used to be. It will all come back.
Some day.

Sunday, 27 November 2016

Writers Circle

Look at this wonderful circle I came across when I was trying to write my NaNoWriMo-book. It's one of those things I would like to make myself, but they are already there for everyone ready to pick up at their leisure. It's some emotion chart, from basic emotions to more detailed...

Saturday, 26 November 2016


I found this beautiful photo and text on Tumblr and it really moved me. I hope it does the same to you.

 By Your loving dominance,
You make me secure enough to surrender myself to You.
By Your loving protection,
You make it safe enough to devote myself to You without fear.
You master me with Your steadfast love,
You teach me with Your consistent dominance and
You guard me with Your unceasing protection.
As You defend me from a harsh, hateful and judgmental world,
I am strong enough and safe enough to pour out my life in utmost devotion to You,
so that the only Person I’m most vulnerable to
is You my Master, my Protector, my Love.

Serena Brann a.k.a. Renee Me'shan

Friday, 25 November 2016

Rope and more rope

I'm in love with this picture. It speaks to me on so many levels.
I love the creativity of her blouse and skirt immobilize her, because all the wires are so tight. She cannot move an inch, because if she does the clips will fall off and it's clear that she moved.
I love the way her neck is held high and is connected on her back to the chest ropes. It would be even more enthralling if we could see her back and know that behind that blouse her elbows are bound as well.
I love the way her tits are bound and that it's so tight you can see the flesh bulging above the rope and even if her chest is small, it's bound with rope and more rope. The rope had to be secured before the blouse was taken up again, because otherwise there's no way her chest bondage could be done.
I love the way her hands are tied, with a forced distance between them. Simple yet effective.
I love the way the white make contrast to the red on the background.

I don't like the look on her face. She is paid to model by the hour I think.
I don't like the hair. It's a wig I think. If it's not hair bondage is always very exciting.
What do you think?

Thursday, 24 November 2016

I'm giving in

What was painfully obvious in the Nanowrimo-bar on the right, I came to terms with yesterday: I will not finish in November the 50.000 word challenge. Not a chance.

There are some good things coming from this challenge though. I have a detailed outline in my head how the storyline should look like and I will enjoy writing the story after this month as well.  I'm not making myself crazy over some story I have to finish in seven days. It's just a date and it would have been nice if I could have done it, but now it's time to finish the story in Dutch, so I can translate it in English at some later date.

It's not like I'm going for the Nobel price in literature anyway, but than again, look at Bob Dylan, anything is possible. I'm keeping all options open...


Wednesday, 23 November 2016


It will not come as a surprise that Waiting is an essential part of our play.
Waiting in a Nadu-way is very arousing. And waiting just for the door to open is an experience worth waiting for. Imagine you open the door. The door can be fully opened without hurting her. And she, with her knees soooo wide on the floor. It will hurt, I think to wait until her master comes along.

But think of the reward he will give her to find her this way! Loving submission with an exclamation mark!

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